Gev has some explaining to do with those of The Knights of Azrael since we did his dirty work and he went and joined another clan.....Kind of feel like I was left holding the bag for his shit with Meph since we zeroed him
Your fault for being a tool fit to be used, eh?
I think you both are true...
I did not really understand how you went to be involved into this if not because of Gevurah.
As I have seen it happen quite a few times since I've been keeping watch on Gev's actions, you have been used, and then discarded.
In this mess between Gev and Meph, I think both hold responsibility. One never backed from accepting he was foulmouthed and sometimes rash, the other tried to pretend he was a virtue example. Eventually, in their struggle, both became covered in slime... To the first, it wasn't much of a chang, since his name had been covered in muck already. To the other, it was... He was a respected clan founder and leader and family head, and he gradually lost all these four titles.
I started taking interest in Gev when I contemplated siring under him. At that time, he was standing for many things I hold dear, like dignity, truth and wisdom. I spoke with various people about him, and instead of the clear spotless image I expected, I found an unclear picture. Each one would be consistent, but the pictures were different, as if there was a truth different for each person I was talking to. I wondered… Then the drama with Meph unfolded, and I saw deeds happen that were contradicting words said a short time before. I won’t say one is right and the other is wrong. Each one has reason to continue this fight, but there’s noone clean in this fight anymore. What I see is that one does what he says and says what he does (unfortunately quite often with a foul mouth ) and the other one hides behind others and uses them for his own agenda.
At a time, I have been faced with a decision regarding bonding to the merovigian line, and I made a choice. It all came down to one question: « do you trust Gevurah ? ».
Contrary to all the questions I had asked before, that one had a crystal clear answer. I declined. Time proved me right. We don’t stand for the same things.
To me, he now represents a taint to anything he touched. I have become extremely wary regarding anything that is related to him. I like Bug immensely, and I also quite like
Krilee Starreagle, yet I can’t help wondering « they have been associated with him all this time, how could they keep up with such lies and deceits ? Are they what they seem to be or are they disciples to this master of lies ? ». I haven’t found the answer to that question, so I’m still watching…
I hope they are as honourable as they seem to be, yet I have been fooled once…
Now Gevurah cannot pretend anymore he is so wise and virtuous, and many that were muted by whatever constraint there was are uniting and speaking their minds. Long is the list of those holding a grudge with him. I have nothing personal against Gev, I have not attacked him, nor do I even wish to, but I will not refrain from speaking the truth when he is concerned, no more regarding him than regarding the others… Some may regard it as verbal attack. I do not.
I feel that Death might not be the only one used… Ladypeacek, I would not like to see you and your clan used, as others have been. I like you too much to not wince at this idea.
*shrugs* Everyone takes their decisions, and karma eventually always comes back.
Oh, and Gevurah a defenseless vampire ? you really made me smile with that one…
Edit: Mixed up two people's names...