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Aug 1, 2008 8:21:56 GMT -8
Post by daly on Aug 1, 2008 8:21:56 GMT -8
This is going to be a mixed rant. The first topic will go to the Cap Clans. The second topic will go to ... Well you'll see.
Firstly:
I still don't understand why two clans who both state they're loyal to the same vampire, sit there and argue, bitch, mock, copy, clone, and insult one-another. You understand that if you pulled your heads together, maybe you could have done something about alot of things. It's kind of like Andre and Louvain saying they're both loyal to Sartori, but stating that the other one is a FAKE! Then we'd have a nice little catfight, someone would take a zeroing, and there we are. It's all over with.
Why couldn't the two forces join together instead of steady accusations of the other being fake? Can anyone answer that question for me? Other than the fact that one side was completely retarded, and the other had their heads so far up Cap's ass they couldn't breathe their own breath.
Secondly:
I am a 'pire of my word. I do what I have to do, and I let my temper get the best of me. That is a known and obvious fact. But when it comes down to breaking a promise I have with someone, I take that very seriously. It's called trust. And It's called trust for a reason. Trust is a big thing to extend and receive from others. When something is sworn on my bond with my childe, Uriah, I take that very. -Very- seriously. When something is sworn by my blood, I don't take a risk. I'm sure most of you have no idea what I'm talking about, but this one person knows exactly what I'm speaking of. I am not done. I am not finished. I am still. Right. Here.
I'm ready to grow up. I'm ready to learn. I'm ready to remain calm. As I have. For a week or so. Sure, it can change. But, when it does, how will I handle it? You all know me so well. Time to open your eyes for another look on things. *wink*
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Aug 1, 2008 16:12:54 GMT -8
Post by Do Not PM this Account. on Aug 1, 2008 16:12:54 GMT -8
I am a 'pire of my word. I do what I have to do, and I let my temper get the best of me. That is a known and obvious fact. But when it comes down to breaking a promise I have with someone, I take that very seriously. It's called trust. And It's called trust for a reason. Trust is a big thing to extend and receive from others. When something is sworn on my bond with my childe, Uriah, I take that very. -Very- seriously. When something is sworn by my blood, I don't take a risk. I'm sure most of you have no idea what I'm talking about, but this one person knows exactly what I'm speaking of. I am not done. I am not finished. I am still. Right. Here. Actions speak louder than words. I can swear til the cows come home on my hairpiece that I will always be a loyal, loving friend to someone and the minute I tell them that they would be better off dead and never speaking to me again, it becomes null and void, especially if I go through on my threat and actually never do speak to them again. You can promise to love someone forever, you can promise that someone will always be like family to you, and you can promise that you will never, ever do something to hurt someone and make them cry. But the -minute- your actions do the opposite, your word is broken. Actions. You do not need to say "I'm breaking my word," to break your word.
Promises mean shit in this City, no matter what anyone says to puff themselves up and make them look more important or make themselves feel better about breaking someone's heart and bringing them to tears. When you have an eternity to live, it makes a promise look all the more severe if you'll have to keep it for as long as you live, and that makes them all the more easy to break. It's intimidating. In order to trust, I suppose you have to make yourself a constant, decent person. In order to trust or be trusted, you have to be trustworthy. And it's a lot more than words in a newspaper that do that, just like a promise is a lot more than words that are spoken. Actions.
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Aug 2, 2008 1:01:41 GMT -8
Post by black_dragonet on Aug 2, 2008 1:01:41 GMT -8
There's much wisdom in what Coquette wrote... I'l watch what happens as time flows, see if whatever actions you decide to take against that unknown vampires match what you said. Until then, I cannot and won't decide anything regarding this all.
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Aug 2, 2008 7:56:18 GMT -8
Post by daly on Aug 2, 2008 7:56:18 GMT -8
I am a 'pire of my word. I do what I have to do, and I let my temper get the best of me. That is a known and obvious fact. But when it comes down to breaking a promise I have with someone, I take that very seriously. It's called trust. And It's called trust for a reason. Trust is a big thing to extend and receive from others. When something is sworn on my bond with my childe, Uriah, I take that very. -Very- seriously. When something is sworn by my blood, I don't take a risk. I'm sure most of you have no idea what I'm talking about, but this one person knows exactly what I'm speaking of. I am not done. I am not finished. I am still. Right. Here. Actions speak louder than words. I can swear til the cows come home on my hairpiece that I will always be a loyal, loving friend to someone and the minute I tell them that they would be better off dead and never speaking to me again, it becomes null and void, especially if I go through on my threat and actually never do speak to them again. You can promise to love someone forever, you can promise that someone will always be like family to you, and you can promise that you will never, ever do something to hurt someone and make them cry. But the -minute- your actions do the opposite, your word is broken. Actions. You do not need to say "I'm breaking my word," to break your word.
Promises mean shit in this City, no matter what anyone says to puff themselves up and make them look more important or make themselves feel better about breaking someone's heart and bringing them to tears. When you have an eternity to live, it makes a promise look all the more severe if you'll have to keep it for as long as you live, and that makes them all the more easy to break. It's intimidating. In order to trust, I suppose you have to make yourself a constant, decent person. In order to trust or be trusted, you have to be trustworthy. And it's a lot more than words in a newspaper that do that, just like a promise is a lot more than words that are spoken. Actions. That's the problem, Coquette. I'm not a decent person. I know for a fact that I happen to be a degenerate, and a bastard, hard headed one at that. But the only thing you have on me, that's promise breaking, that is, is what happened with Shina and I. And I said it once, I'll say it a million times. The only reason I kissed Dea that night was to get a jackass off her back while he had her in private. I did love Shina. And part of that love won't ever die. But do I want anything to do with her? No. You're all missing the real things that are happening, darl'. The main one is: -You sat there, told me how much I didn't love Shina, along with Inu, then a week after my rest, she has a new lover. Yet I'm the one who lost all feelings right away? I am a man of my word, Coquette. I do not break it easily. The way Shina handled this severence, especially with the whole 'letting her friends bash and scream at me when they had no idea what was truly happening' thing was going on. It was handled childishly. I don't have time in my unlife for anymore useless drama. So if you don't understand by now, Coquette, that it was really just all of -you- blowing things out of proportion, I don't know what to say. I realize there are other things that could have been done, and I could have handled everything so much differently. But alot of true colors came out when this happened. I was just another jackass with no future when that happened. And I'm still a monster. Take care, Coquette. I'll always hold you in my highest regards, even if you can't stand the sight of me.
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Aug 2, 2008 19:33:20 GMT -8
Post by Rena on Aug 2, 2008 19:33:20 GMT -8
Dude. Private life. Keep it private. We have enough soap operas.
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Aug 2, 2008 20:32:49 GMT -8
Post by Do Not PM this Account. on Aug 2, 2008 20:32:49 GMT -8
But the only thing you have on me, that's promise breaking, that is, is what happened with Shina and I. I seem to recall a few more personal promises broken, Daly. However, I'm supposed to 'fuck off and die' now, so I doubt it's all too important to you, dear.
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Aug 10, 2008 3:39:20 GMT -8
Post by Vella on Aug 10, 2008 3:39:20 GMT -8
Daly,
I know nothing of your 2nd situation so I'm not syaing shit. On this though: Snipped from Daly: I still don't understand why two clans who both state they're loyal to the same vampire, sit there and argue, bitch, mock, copy, clone, and insult one-another. You understand that if you pulled your heads together, maybe you could have done something about alot of things. It's kind of like Andre and Louvain saying they're both loyal to Sartori, but stating that the other one is a FAKE! Then we'd have a nice little catfight, someone would take a zeroing, and there we are. It's all over with.
Why couldn't the two forces join together instead of steady accusations of the other being fake? Can anyone answer that question for me? Other than the fact that one side was completely retarded, and the other had their heads so far up Cap's ass they couldn't breathe their own breath. ~end snip
I 100% agree with you there.
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Aug 10, 2008 4:25:00 GMT -8
Post by Shina on Aug 10, 2008 4:25:00 GMT -8
Don't bring this into public when I have explained to you many times that my friends have their own fucking minds and they do as they please. They're not my servants who I tell what to do. They do it on their own. They care about me. Please, if you want to continue on about this conversation, we can do it in private. Thank you.
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